Monday, December 26, 2011

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Missing You Terribly



The days always seem gloomy
The nights are cold and lonely
Time also passes by so slowly
When I can't see you daily.

Though I'm as busy as can be
I still think of you constantly
Wish I could hold you tightly
And tell you that you mean the world to me.

I just miss you so terribly
That without you life seems empty
I can only look forward longingly
To all your hugs and kisses especially.


I LOVE THIS MAN


I love this man who is away from me
and I think I've ruined us with my jealousy
it's not the way I want it to be
I am my own worst enemy

I love this man who is not around
to pick me up when I am down
to shut me up when I say too much
he's just not here for me to touch

I love this man more than anyone ever
and it scares me as we've not long been together







I know that we both have a past
and I know that I have to get over that fast
I love this guy and I want us to last
as I know that we both will have a real blast!

So I love this guy who is not here
and the love that I feel is very rare
and even though he is not near
my love is with him everywhere.






Saturday, September 3, 2011

DEJA VU


The crystal raindrops fall from your eyes
here,  I am waiting with a smile
right to hold you deeply inside

and those rainbows in your eyes
I'll swap the misses from your life.



The elixir for the memoir pain
will always be here, remains
deep inside my soul
all I breathe is to let you know
that is how you feel as much as you relieved
and that you'll find it's not as much as they believe.







And there I'll be
in a memoir word of thoughts
to find the words to say what i mean.





by jewel phoenix, thanks......

Sunday, August 14, 2011

FOOTPRINTS IN TIME, by praveen


Two young lovers, Walking on the sand,
Gazing at each other, Talking hand in hand,
The prints they leave behind them,
Marking memories of the past,
The long beach laid before them,
Hoping love will last,
The ocean captures the footprints,
And erases them from the shore,
Taking with it remembrances,
And leaving them with more,
Many years have passed,
Time flies when you’re having fun,
And before you know it innocence fades,
And the teen years are done,
Now she’s back on the beach,
Except she is alone,
Watching and waiting,
For the love that hadn’t grown,
She walks along the ocean,
Two footprints, not four,
Wondering where the laughter went,
Why he didn’t love her more,
Then she stops to sit,
And draws his name in the sand,
A celestial stranger comes along,
And reaches out a hand,
Hesitantly she takes it,
And he listens to her cries,
He’s been there before,
He’s heard many lies,
They decide to walk,
And she follows, not knowing why,


Love will always be reborn again,
Even if it may die,
She is more cautious than before,
And as she looks back at the footprints,
She smiles seeing not two, but four,
This time will be different,
Her heart trying to say,
Something magical happened,
She felt it the first day,
Something clicked when they touched,
A jolt from inside,
She knew he’d be there always,
If she had something to confide,

Now here it is twenty years later,
And his love for her,
Is now even greater,
He looks at her like the first time they met,
And despite all the years gone by,
They can never forget,
Those four special footprints,
That are never washed away,
They’ll stay forever on her heart,
Until their dying day.







Missing You.......


You were on my mind when i woke up this morning

remembering your smile

I guess the next time I'll see your face

will take a little while
I was remembering your arms around me

love the way they always feel warm

with you by my side

I completely feel no harm
I was remembering your voice

makes my heart skip a beat

I was remembering our times

the good and the bad

the funny times when you cheered me up

and especially the sad

remembering your eye
s
how they always meet mine

remembering all the little things you do

to make my life worthwhile

I was wondering when we'll be together

Just us two

I guess I'm missing you more than i usually do

Saturday, August 13, 2011


SPEED OF MOTION


Thoughts are faster than emotion in the spirit of understanding

Wisdom is a tree of reality within memories past that are full of emotional tracers

Chemistry of searching used by the spirit of our understanding

Parallel thoughts created wherever they are from spark harmonic continuity

A blast of emotions freak is that and a new wave of eerie unfamiliar to you

It must be an image clearly it's true for my emotion almost beat my awareness

Fear not now for this is neither then nor again reality takes its course

Its your mind that's binding

Or did you think you were 'special edition'?


finaly..........


I finally found my missing piece, but this puzzle isn’t completely done.  I found out, where when my tears needed to be dry, in their arms I could run. The one, who broke the wall away, taught me how to trust. I know this for certain, this is love not lust. I wish I could describe it, but no words can even explain the feelings and emotions that sweetly drug my veins.

I never thought you would be the one, who graces my mind. The one who can say nothing but ease the pain with a blink of an eye.  The one I look back on memories, to smile upon time to time. The butterflies you give me, seem murderous and wild, I guess this is the feeling you get when you’ve been falling for a while. So let’s make what we can of this, and love like it’s going out of style.



A promise that it won’t be won’t hurt. How is it so easy to make me smile, when all I can do is frown? I guess some questions will never be revealed, and even if I wanted so, I'd lock all the answers up, for they’re not mending to know.

I love the way our fingers perfectly interlock, how’d you know what’s going wrong, when I don’t even talk. How you have shown me, I can be loved for me. That maybe sometimes, reality is truly better than a dream 

IF YOU FORGET ME, by pablo neruda



I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.


If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

Friday, August 12, 2011


Tears are words the heart can't say......

The Look of Love

The look of love, is in your eyes
A look your smile can't disguise
 
The look of love
Is saying so much more than just words could ever say
And what my heart has heard
Well it takes my breathe away

I can hardly wait to hold you

Feel my arms around you
How long I have waited
Waited just to love you
Now that I have found you

You've got the look of love

It's on your face
A look that time can't erase
Baby be mine, tonight

Let this be just the start of

So many nights like this
Let's take a lovers vow
And seal it with a kiss
I can hardly wait to hold you
Feel my arms around you
How long I have waited
Waited just to love you
Now that I have found you

Don't ever go, I love you so
The look of love


lyric by Hal David - Sing by Diana Krall
From this day forward...........
You shall not walk alone.
My heart will be your shelter,
And my arms will be your home

Thursday, August 11, 2011

MY PUPPY LUV


Whenever I first looked in to your eyes,
I couldn’t think of any other guys,
You gave me a feeling like never before,
I spent time with you, but I wanted more,

We grew closer and closer every day,
When you asked me out I knew what I’d say,
But you seemed so nervous and acted kind of shy,
I thought it was really cute though I’m not going to lie,

After I said yes you gave me a sweet smile,
Time went by and every second was worthwhile,
I felt your arms go around me and pull me tight,
Everything seemed like it was going at the speed of light,

You held me closer and it all slowed down,
Your eyes were watery, but with no trace of a frown,
My eyes closed when you whispered in my ear,
"I Love You Baby", then I felt a tear.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

THE OPENING

She stand in front of a mirror.... and she just doesn't recognize the image that she's sees. Is it me? or someone else. It is me.... but not exactly me. Physically me but inside of it? it just not me. Not me anymore....

She's gone..... with all the burden she'd carried for years. She's gone with a big black hole in her heart without knowing how, where and when it will be covered. She's left with a full sack of her untold stories. She's vanished......

No more tears, no more sad stories, no more solitudes, no more blues......

The book is come to an end....
Hopefully..... totally end. Completely



........I'm opening my new book, I'm about to write my new chapter of my life........I am moving on